As the year winds down to an end everything is getting crazy. I never felt so ugh i dont even know the word. I just feel so stressed and feel like everything is just going way to fast. Not that that is a bad thing but everything is due etc. I just wish i could have a week where i could just relax and not have to worry about doing this or that for school. I can not wait for summer. I want it so bad right now. I just want to be able to go to work and come home and just relax or hang with friends. I know we have like four weeks of school left. These four weeks are going to take forever to get through. I am going to be extremely busy with a lot of stuff in the next week and i am not going to like it.
Like this weekend my little brother had to have emergency surgery on his mouth and everything with that just adds another load onto my back. I feel like i never loose something, i am always gaining more and more. I have school on my mind, family issues, personal issues, friends and just ahhhh. It hurts my head at times. I just feel like i am always thinking about something i can never just sit and relax. Summer makes a lot of these worries go away for me, not because we arent in school but because you can relax and just be free of things.
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