Do you ever feel like you can never please anyone?? Or your torn between two people? I have been like this since i was 4 or 5 years old. My parents are divorced. They have been seperated for a long time now. They are both remarried as well.
Since i have become older and able to understand everything more its really starting to affect me. When i was little i didnt really understand what was going on but now that i do it puts so much strain on me. I feel like i can never please my parents. I am always hurting someone, for instance, my mom and i got into a fight this weekend about everything. We still are not talking. I just wish my parents could of worked it out and were still together today, but i know everything happens for a reason and all, but why this? The answer will be unknown for me as i do not liek to talk about this situation very much because it is really emotional for me. I pray everyday that this wont happen to me. I also pray that when it is my time to get married my parents and relatives can just love each other for one day, just for me. I cant even imagine what this day will be like or anything. What will they do when i have kids? fight over whos watching when? My guess is yes.....i just want all the hate to stop but i know thats never going to happen at least right now.
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:'( i'm sorry pal, thats a really tough situation and divorce is a very hard thing to understand and cope with.. but just know that im' here if ya want :D and that it may be better that they are not together because otherwise they may fight alot, and that would be tough too.
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